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who wants somma this? you dont want somma this. [02 Feb 2004|02:45pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

cause they know
that i can

and i totally fucking suck at monopoly.
peace out nigga q.

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[20 Jan 2004|02:38pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

i made a new Live Journal.
because i can.
becaue i get bored with names quickly and since its to much of a pain in the ass to change my actual screen name, i did this.
go me.

with one i missng. yep cause you can only use 15 letters. bitches.
add me if you like me. it'll be cool.

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[17 Jan 2004|05:19pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

i am all KINDS of pissed off because i had to take out my tongue ring.
i was finaly eating solid food and it didnt hurt then BAM! big fucking gross infection out of nowhere cause i ate a fucking peice of chocolate. god dammit i am so dumb
nothing hurts that bad, for real. it hurts.
and its really gross.
god damn. that seriosuly upsets me.

birghter note...im finally off work. and hpefully i can go to the show if i find a ride from one of you cool people...

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i have a big mouth, its gonna get my in trouble some day. [16 Jan 2004|02:27pm]
[ mood | happy ]

today i yelled at the ogar chick in gym. she was being more stupid than usual. i couldnt handle it.
oh, and there is nothing better than solid food.

lets see what tonight brings.
after work.
whose up for some hot jess lovin?
i know i am.
peace out lovelies.

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make new friends but keep the old [15 Jan 2004|03:17pm]
[ mood | sad ]

welcome to Today was such an annoying day! By Jessica DeMarinis.

sometimes i feel like that annoying friend who calls you all the time but you dont really want to talk to them so you just ignore them or you say youre busy with something else.
im stupid.
sometmes thugh, it hurts my feelings.
maybe baby.

good thing i have sombody who loves me.
or else id probably cry alot.

one is silver and the others gold.

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you have the prettiest eyes, i like to stare into them. [14 Jan 2004|03:44pm]
[ mood | hungry ]

last night i talked to my best friend who i miss alot.
she used to be so amazing...so full of life and energy and happiness.
i was so amazed by her..and last night when i talked to her she was so sad.
it really hurt me to hear her like that because she never used to think that way. she never used to do drugs. she never used to drink every night. and now...its like she cant make it unless she does. and i hate having to think about her that way. i miss her...i miss her alot.
its so weird to me how things can change soo quickly. and nobody even notices until one day they look at their life and they think what the hell happened?

in my case..i had a good change. im so much happier than i was like 5 months ago. or how ever long ago summer was. but in her case...shes so much worse. and in alot of people's cases.

i wish the world was a happier place.
cause there is so much beauty...its just hard to see it sometimes.
maybe itll catch up with her soon :)

on a weirder note. i got my tongue peirced. and im so hungry. and its stinky :)

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[13 Jan 2004|10:50pm]
[ mood | hungry ]

ummmm...so that was spontaneous?
i just spit out so much blood it made me wanna puuuuke
sweeeet. :)

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[12 Jan 2004|10:26pm]
'scuse me.
March 4th. Not February.
i'm a dumbass

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hamma time! [12 Jan 2004|09:28pm]
[ mood | energetic ]


i was wondering if youd like to know where Iwill be on Thursday February Fourth.
well even if you dont, ill still tell you.
peace :)
showa time.

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oh where oh where can my BABY be? [12 Jan 2004|04:02pm]
[ mood | good ]

i have such a headache!
but its all good cause today was a good day.
and i smell.
and i have to go to work in 5..4..3..2..1..nowish.
i kinda dont wanna go but....whatevaaaa money i what i need.
plus i get the next three days off.
so WHO wants to hang out with me? anyone...anyone....
have a wonderful day everybody.
dont kill anybody.

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i seriously dont like chocolate milk. [11 Jan 2004|05:57pm]
[ mood | happy ]

here here!

yesterday was fantastic.
ive never seen so much chocolte milk in my lifes.
and ive had many lives.
Nicole Liz and I had a fun adventure at publix and the ice cream shop.
and we had some girly bonding time in the band room.
and on skylers bed watching freestylin'.
i had a really wonderful time.
it amazed me how normal kids drink alcohol and puke their brains out...but not the people i hang out with, those people puke chocolate milk
i like you.

i also saw big fish last night ith skyler sean lauren butterwick rob and red. i really really loved that movie.
yeah so i cried so what?
it was good.

i wish i had more pretzels, they were a little spicy a little zesty good for everyone.

i made $50 today for my first day as a server. not too bad consider i only had 2 tables inm sectiona ll day. i like my job. and i like YOU. mmmmm..

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id like to meet yo daddy id like to meet yo mamma. [10 Jan 2004|03:18pm]
[ mood | excited ]

ahhh im so cold! its 68 degress in my house and my mom "doest like heat" so she wont turn it on.
i got off work early coooooool...so i can go to the Seanapalooza.
or whatever.
i had a good time last night, lots of fun. lots of really cool people.
SOUP! peace.

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LUNCH A! thats what I have! [09 Jan 2004|02:46pm]
[ mood | happy ]

things today went really well.
i had a day that went really nicely.
i liked today!
way better than yesterday.
ok im done being Mr Rodgers now.
i think now ill have a little nap and then go to work and then hopefully do something fun with meghan or miss Liz or BOTH! thatd be pretty crazy huh?

Pst....*meghan your bitch ass better come apply tody or no soup for you.*

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Welcome to the first round of the Mr Bufman drinking game. [08 Jan 2004|10:45pm]
[ mood | melancholy ]

ever have one of those days?


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ef. [08 Jan 2004|02:20pm]
[ mood | angry ]

Welcome, to angry at the world day. By Jessica DeMarinis.


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and if youre skyler, then your milkshake totally sucks... [07 Jan 2004|09:45pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]

every boy
every yard
and its

but other than me being completely white... i had to reset my whole computer and i lost everythinggg from it which sucks a lot of suck.
but i had my first day at work today and it was alot of fun.
and somebodys angry at me and i dont even know who they are....word
im real tired. mofo.

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[07 Jan 2004|01:18am]
[ mood | aggravated ]

i feel really bad i cant do this thing that i was supposed to cause its not working right!
aw poo. im really sorry.

bad news bears.

and school tomorrow.
jesus h christ. hey, why am i still awake?
:( dammit....

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lets get this party goin [06 Jan 2004|01:17pm]
[ mood | thirsty ]

you know its amazing that unless you actually TALK to people, you dont know how cool they really are.
i had alot of fun at dan's last night. i talked to leron and ashley powley (sorry if thats spelled all kinds of wrong) alot, and they are really two nice and awesome girls.
last night felt good. like everyone fit in no matter what.
thats a good feeling sometimes.
minus my many many mosquito bites i had a swell time.
muy fantastic
peace out.

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[05 Jan 2004|12:46pm]
[ mood | happy ]

mmm sweet
im totaly employed at the shrimp shack.
yea dawg.

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pathetic. really bad. [04 Jan 2004|09:55pm]
[ mood | pathetic ]

i am in serious need of more friends..
i cant stand sitting at my house all alone any longer.
this is no good i feel really pathetic:(

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